The temple courtyard smelled of marigold smoke and sandalwood ash. Sunlight scattered over the red stone like someone had thrown fistfuls of sindoor in the air.
The whole village had gathered, whispering and staring, to witness the marriage of Thakur Raghuveer Singh, the youngest lion of the haveli.
Kesar sat on the low wooden platform, drowning in the heavy red poshak. Gold embroidery dragged her shoulders down and her silver churis trembled with every nervous breath. She kept her eyes fixed on the sindoor powder near her feet.
If she looked up, a hundred hungry gazes would swallow her whole.
She was not ready.
Once she had imagined chalkboards and classrooms and children chanting alphabets. Dreams belonged to girls whose fathers did not owe money to landlords.
Her father stood behind her with his old turban and tired eyes and folded hands. Pride and helplessness rested on him like twin shadows. This marriage meant safety and a roof and maybe happiness if fate allowed it.
Across the mandap, Raghuveer sat tall in his cream sherwani, sword at his waist, sehra swaying lightly. Pride glowed off him like heat from the desert.
And he could not stop looking at her.
He remembered the first time he had seen her outside the school gate, braid swinging, her laugh ringing like the first monsoon rain. He had forgotten whatever he was saying.
Bas yehi. Meri hogi.
The priest's chant rose deeper.
"Mangalam bhagwan vishnu..."
When the mangalsutra came, the entire crowd leaned forward. Raghuveer's fingers trembled only once as he lifted the beads. Kesar inhaled sharply and he tied the chain around her neck. The cool beads rested on her warm skin and she shivered.
Then came the sindoor.
He stood. She bowed her head. A warm streak of scarlet touched her parting. Final. Claiming.
The priest murmured, "Aaj se yeh aapki hui."
Raghuveer leaned close, voice quiet and firm. "Ab tu meri zindagi ka hissa hai. Aur meri zimmedari."
They took blessings.
Old Thakur Hukum Singh cried openly.
Kaushalya Devi gave a tight smile and said, "Ghar ki izzat sambhalna. Aur zubaan band rakhna."
Rajveer stood apart with his infant son asleep on his shoulder and two girls clinging to his dhoti. Grief hollowed his face and silence wrapped around him like a second skin.
As Raghuveer helped Kesar onto the mare, he whispered, "Darr mat. Tere saath aaj se main hoon."
Her heartbeat sped up. Something inside her had already sensed the storm ahead.
By evening, lanterns glowed like red stars across the haveli.
During grihapravesh, Kesar's foot nudged the kalash and a few grains rolled too far.
Kaushalya Devi hissed, "Dekha. Hath pair dheele hain. Aur aadat bhi."
Raghuveer touched Kesar's back. Warm. Steady. Almost protective.
"Maa. Bas," he said quietly, but she could feel the tension in his hand.
Women whisked her away to prepare her for the night.
Kaushalya Devi handed an newly Banarasi saree to her for her first night.
She applied thick kajal and bright lipstick and wore bangles.
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The bridal room was huge and still. Shadows of long gone ancestors watched from the walls.
Kesar stood in the center, heart pounding so loud it hurt.
The door opened.
Raghuveer stepped in, smelling of rose ittar and warm skin. He had changed into a white kurta with the first few buttons undone. Without the sehra, he looked younger and dangerously handsome.
He approached slowly.
"Kesar. Ghunghat utha."
Her hands shook but she lifted the veil.
He stared. Not like a man seeing a woman. Like a man seeing something he had already marked as his.
"Teri khubsurti dekhke to raha nahi aa raha mujhe."
His thumb brushed her jaw.
"Aaj se tu sirf meri hai."
She swallowed. Her lips trembled.
"Dar lag raha hai?"
His voice dipped lower.
She nodded once.
He leaned in and whispered near her ear, "Main samajhkar chaloonga. Par rukunga nahi. Aaj ki raat rasm bhi hai. Aur haq bhi."
Her breath hitched.
He did not kiss her immediately.
He touched her first.
Her wrist.
Her waist.
The back of her neck.
Warm fingers, slow enough to raise goosebumps, fast enough to take away her balance.
The saree slipped off her shoulder and he exhaled sharply.
"Kesar," he murmured, as if trying to control himself and failing.
What followed was not entirely gentle. He tried, but urgency lived in him, months of waiting tightening his breath and movements. She winced, gasped, held her breath.
He whispered her name again and again, trying to steady her and himself.
It hurt.
It overwhelmed.
It changed both of them.
Later, when his storm had eased and the room turned quiet, he pulled her against him and fell asleep with one heavy arm across her waist.
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Down the corridor, Rajveer sat awake on his cold bed. The baby finally slept. The haveli was no longer silent. Old walls carried every sound.
Raghuveer's low voice.
The creaking of the ancient bed.
Soft, broken sounds that were not meant for anyone else.
Rajveer's jaw clenched.
Loneliness burned sharper.
Grief felt heavier.
And something warmer than grief stirred where it should not.
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By the time the last lamp dimmed, Kesar lay curled on the edge of the bed. Her body ached. Her throat felt tight. Her cheeks were still damp.
Beside her, Raghuveer slept like a man who had claimed something precious.
Outside, the desert wind howled around the haveli.
Somewhere between duty, desire, grief, and fate, the real story of the Thakur Haveli had only begun.
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